Trying

To summon tears !!

To not wish this song was written for me for one reason or another.

To stay at this level of understanding and stability.

To prevent myself from dancing around like a lunatic to Two Door Cinema Club.

The last I think I may give into, even though I will feel (look) like a complete loser and proooobably fall over within five minutes.

5 days and it will be two years till I am twenty.

It is terrifying to think about it in that way.

But I would love to jump forward for a day and see how I change.